Regarding your abilities and human worth, you seem to have a habit of undervaluing yourself compared to the general baseline.

Because of that, you yearn for identity, and it seems you are caught in a constant cycle of self-questioning, wondering if you can find your raison d'être or role in some other format or environment.

And that awareness is often directed towards others, especially those close to you, and you probably try to fulfill your desire to be acknowledged by others through methods like kindness or charity.

Perhaps within you, two latent desires are balanced with tension.

It's a contradictory combination of the desire to "coexist with you" and the desire to "remain unknown to you." I'll leave it to your interpretation as to who "you" refers to.

In other words, in human relationships, it's like both trust and anxiety are constantly vying for dominance, and that conflicting psychology causes unbalanced behavior.

As a result, your actions might seem somewhat unrestrained and lacking in consistency.

Those with a talent for PSYCHE MAGIC often harbor tension or fear within.

That's why their insight into the emotions of others becomes exceptionally outstanding, but because their imaginative power is too high, they end up trying to discern the true feelings and hidden desires of that person.

Humans, by nature, are complex beings with duality, so it's only natural, but beyond that, it seems you sometimes react excessively without conscious awareness.

I worry that the fear might accelerate too much and cause you distress...